mesmerised

hapy 4 yrs anniversary

2006-07-02T13:10:00.000+08:00

It has been de reality tt ma 4 yrs anniversary has cum! (30.06.06) 4yrs.. it have been a rough road. He has been der during the ups & downs in ma lyfe. If it was not him,who else. i just adore him. He's de best.

Therefore, since our day was on fridae, we plan to celebrate it on sat instead. Coz on fridae = Skol + werk fer both of us. But still! after werk, we burnt our anniversary dae watching football! Germany vs Argentina. I enjoyed it! = )

1st July 2006 - ( our 4 yrs anniversary date )
I waited anxiously in ma room to hear his knock at ma doorstep. My heart pounded so fast as i was excited. He has plan fer our 4 yrs anniversary date. So, im kinda excited to where we were heading. = ) The clock has strucked 3 in de afternoon but he wasn't here yet. I kept calling him and all he said was
" im on ma way sayang.. "
I dun noe y, i get frustrated! I guess, im having de mood swing thingy.

Ma hp rang, at last! Its hubby. He said tt he's already at ma doorstep. I just slammed de phone. Cruel me! he was 15 mins late! He sud not be late huh coz its our 4 yrs anniversary! hmmp. frustration strucked me to de core. We broke into ma "mini-quarrel" under de void deck. Well, basically, its me who started it first. = ) im just picking on him so tt he learnt his lessn & never eva repeat it again. Cruel Fizah! I know. = )

Frustration did strucked but still, de excitement in me kept still. Im just curious, wats ma present & where will he bring me todae! I saw a blue plastic bag tt he was holding on. Im curious to know wat it was! but EGO lol.
He mention dis, " sayang, dis is for u".
But all i did was, i reject it.
Ya ya ya, i knew tt it was a bad start lol. But it was not tt bad afterall coz i managed to put maself into 1 piece back & thus im OK back! hahax.

Hubby flag a cab & we head towards Handy Road to catch de movie " Scary Movie 4". Inside de cab he hand me ove de blue plastic bag. Its was an adorable love shape pillow. It was written ' I love You ' on it! haha. i love it!

Once we alight from de cab, hubby held ma hand tight towards de Cathay. Howeva, infront of de Starbucks outlet, he stopped. He took out something from his pocket & said

" sayang, i would like you to wear dis necklace fer our date."

I was damn shocked! haha. He was being romantic. i love him loads. The necklace has ma name on it. It was beautiful. I gave him a kiss & a hug.
( it was ma first time ... Getting a necklace from hubby )

We took de lift to level 5 to buy de tix for " Scary Movie 4 " It was a hilarious movie! U sud catch it!
( it was ma first time ... going to tt Cathay with Hubby )

The movie was screened at 5.30pm. Thus, we have at least more 1hr 30 mins to wait. Therefore, we decided to have lunch at Swensens. Yummy! i love de White Chocolate Blondie! The temptation was Superb!
( it was ma first time ... having a date with hubby in Swensens )

Ahakz! After we watched de movie, tt was wen de surprise part came about.
He flag a cab after we watched de movie.
i said " where are we going fer our dinner, honey?"
He reply, " You will know it soon" = )
Thus, he instructed de cab driver to go to "Punggol Seventeenth Avenue".
It was Marina Country Club! hmmp.
Ma jaw dropped fer awhile. Wat was expecting me over der?
Ma heart pounded damn fast. Just like tu-tu train! haha.

Once we reached de Marina Country Club, he brought me to Matilda Bay. It was a Candle light dinner by de yatch! haha. It has a very romantic & cooling ambience. It was a perfect spot fer couples. The young cresent & stars witness our date. I love it lots! It was just wat i want fer ma anniversary. Thks, hubby. i love u loads.

We had a tender Sirlion Steak accompanied with two Red Wine with a lighted candle light. It was romantic. It was just like a fantasy tt i longed.
( it was ma first time ... having a candle light dinner with Hubby )

After our splendid dinner, we walked along de pavement at de yatch area. We had an emotional talk. = )

We sat at de bench mesmerising wat natures had fer us. After an hour at ard 11pm, we head back to Bugis to catch ' Superman Returns ' !! we catch midnight movie! hahax.
First, from dhouby ghaut to Puggol & thus, head back from punggol to Bugis.
( its ma first time ... Go fer a midnight movie with hubby )

The movie was GREAT!!! it was really de attention getter the moment de movie was screened. Plus, i bought Ice Mocha to keep ma eye lids up! = )

After de movie, hubby sent me home. De movie last fer 2 hrs 30 mins! It was damn long but nice story. Go & catch it guys!

I reached home at 3.30am. hahax. Base on ma calculation, I have spent 12 hours with hubby outside. = ) It was a memorable date tt i longed & i love it alot.

ok. gtg. Tc.

happy anniversary,hubby. i love u loads.

loves.fizah

skol has started again!

2006-06-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

im in RHT class now. Being blurr as usual. its not onli me u noe.
let me give u some description. = )

Cheryl is blogging. Tiff is on msn.Yolanda too. Aloy too. XX too. & more = )

Aren't we the great "Z" student?

haha. Insane.Wait till we get our term test papers. Its gonna be soo wonderful.

Skol has started again! Stress is back! more projects, baby. hump!

Just wanna let things out. I did managed to get over de "Horrible" feelings towards Zaki.
I did get over it! & i wont let it happen again! 4 yrs is enough dude.

There's dis email i received form ma gurlfrewn. It helped me alot to find maself back.

(its meaningful. Trust me, it affect euu`)

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

manage to know where u stand now?
If YES, GReat den.
If NO, search & read it again.

Now, try guessing. Where do Zaki stand? & me?

Hope to hear from u guys at ma taggy.

tc.

loves.fizah

2006-06-23T02:02:00.000+08:00

We had picnic last mon. We tot
of giving space fer ourself. We need romance. Well,indeed.
Im trying to make up things with him since the day before (sun) im out with zaki.

He's terribly upset with it.
Still honey, i love u aite.

loves.fizah

zaki confession

2006-06-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

After 4 yrs. The truth is out. He do like me. It create a satisfaction fer me. He did changed alot recently. Im touched. Good fer him. But bad fer hubby. Coz he's needed to werk extra hard. But still, hubby de best.loves.fizah

out wif zaki

2006-06-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

im out with zaki again.But dis tyme round, its a bit weird coz usually, he will onli bring me out once a yr! no joke! but dis tyme round, its de second tyme dis yr. hmmp.

i have always wished tt ma relation with hym will be a fantasy. But fer de past 4 yrs, it was one-sided. Out of stupidity i guess. Howeva, late last yr, i have promised maself to start a new chapter for maself towards hym. A chapter where i onli noe tt HE's ma frewn. Only frewn. Howeva, todae 's outing was a fantasy fer me. I wish it happened three years back. But sharks! it happened now. im in dilemma.

Met hym at small mac tamp at 4pm. He brought up a suggestion to catch a movie at TM! WTF! gossip dude. Thus, i declined it. I hate to watch movie at GV. sooo small man. Therefore, we head to Bugis. ma fav. cinema. We catch The Omen. well, tt story line has a tamil version. i have watched it before. soo, i kind of noe its ending wen i watched its climax. hmmp. In de cinema, as per normal. he took of hys jacket to keep me warm coz im sick. Just to inform euu` guys, he has never kissed me directly on de cheecks or watsoeva. Unlike me laa. i did kiss hym every time we met. But de funny part was, he kissed me directly on ma cheeks! i was shocked! but i keep it low profile. paisey lol. BUut de mos unexpected part was, we french kiss. NO JOKE! i was very very very shocked!he did tt. p.s. he knew i was attch. i knew hym 5 mths later after im with arif in 2002. i was soo paisey. i blushed. But was he did was, he gave ma a warm hug.

PLUS!Things went very very wrong when we reached esplanade. we sat down on de rocks. It was a cooling nite. & also fer us. The contacts between us went too intensive. too intensive. heavy frnch kisses & so on. At tt moment. Both me & zaki wished tt nite will never end. After all, its a fantasy fer me. I felt tt, it was a miracle fer me to have such an adorable touch from hym now. but why now? I did brought up a few question about his weird behav. He did ans me. But still, im not satisfied. hehex. i'll foreva will not! = )

Howeva deep in ma heart.. i wondered " zaki, why now? why not last tyme wen im crazy over euu`? y did u reacted dis way to me wen i have oredi open a new chap fer us? "

Thus, how a bout ma hubby? Coz i believed i will get carried away with dis incident . I noe i will coz, its a miracle tonite. A miracle which i believed a fantasy fer me. De Fantasy t i longed from hym. haha. ZAki & fizah. I must be insane. Thus, wat i knew now is. Im in dilemma. I love ma hubby. But things went soo wrong.

i love u hubby. i guess i have fall fer u again zaki.

drunk at PH

2006-06-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

i dunno how to start. im sick recently. very sick bcoz i got drunk last few days back. & nw,its hang over tyme. These hang over thingy has been fer 3 days. WTF! tt nite was a horror coz i went to drink alone at bar while waiting fer de clock to strike 11 to fetch hubby. I had ma drinks alone but later was accompanied with dis caucassian guy. I was tipsy tisy oredi by den. But still, things went wild between us. Ma hotel mate was alert about it. Chef fairuz called yana at bar & tld her to put an eye on me. Thus, once de clock reached 11, i make a " runway walk" to de security check point. Wat i meant was, i was drunk mah = cant walk instead im feeling like im flying! I make a chaos at de security CP. Jay ( a bellboy) hep me out coz i vomitted all out. Kadir ( de housekepping boy) help me tru. Lournon ( ma captain of de bar) carry me. As fer maself, i just kept screaming. hahax. Insane nite. Hubby went out & saw me in tt state. He quickly change into his civilians. These guys is trying to put me into 1 piece back. But im just out of controlled. Im drunk dude! Hubby flag a cab & der i went home. But am insane enough to reached home in such condition? hahax. i slept under de void deck fer 1 hr plus. at least dis tyme was much more better coz last tyme wen i was drunk, i slept for 2 hrs plus! Therefore, i was feeling betta after de short nap. Hubby sprayed perfume on ma body coz de acoholic smell was too strong. Howeva de very next dae, i managed to go to werk. Ma AM was worried if i was not able to make it. BUT HEY! i did it. De lounge was open on tyme! loves. fizah

over de hedge

2006-06-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

Todae was ma family dae = ) Went out to Cathay at Handy road to catch de movie Over the Hedge! kinda, catch de last train izzin it? haha. Coz im lazy to catch on these movie stuff. But i had a wonderful tyme.
Ma parents had a hard time going out wif me coz im always bz. Skol & always werking. 24/7 on de go! = ) But todae was prefect!Im not skoling mah.

After de hilarious movie ( i just love it! ), we went to seligie rd to have our dinner & thus, went window shopping & buy lots lots lots of indian's sweets fer maself. I love it!

B4 we head hm, we went over to geylang to have a feast of DURIAN! we ate at de roadside der. it was cool. = ) Ma parents wants me to spare a dae next week coz they wanna bring me to play POOL! COOL INDEED!!! = )

k la. im tired.
c me ard.

2006-06-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

wuuhhuu!! had a lot of fun last nite at min's b'dae chalet! it was soo cool!! first thing first aite, me & hubby met aslamiah, arif pisang, salah, aslamiah & ahmad at white sand.

Den, we head down to mimin's chalet at costa sand. Some i knew while some i just knew. = )It was soo fun fun fun!! with d activities tt we did = )

At de chalet, alot of ppl was present. Some i knew while sum i just knew = )
hehe. From de start till late evening, we kept gossipping about tt apu. Part & Parcel of life afterall. = ) We smoke.eat.chat.smoke.eat.chat & de list carry on. = )

Ard 9 pm, i opened de first bottled of Heineken. Hubby & me onli bought 2 heineken & 1 black cat BUT we need to feed 12 mouths! tough huh but still it was just de beginning. Warming up la katerkan

Guess wat, we played TRUE-OR-DARE!!! hehe. We punk'd ppl to de CORE!! these were de cases :

not in order aite = )

1st case = Victim : Salah
Needed to climb dis particular tree like a monkey. N yesh! he did looked like one! = )

2nd case = Victim : Mastura
@ " Gallop " at arif's Butt
@ Seduced Kimmy

3rd case = Victim : ME

" Gallop " in mastura's BLOUSE!! WTF!!! = )

4th Case = Victim: Ayul
runway " bapok " walk & seduced those guyss.. = ) he did a gud job!!

5th Case = Victim : Yen
Cheek kiss ma hubby & arif! its BOTH ARIF!! sooo sweet!! = )

6th Case = Victim : Mimin
b'dae boi! he had to went in de BIG GREEN BIN which contain all de smelly trash! he went it & we locked him & kicked it! COOL!!!!

7th Case = Victim : Kimmy
sux mimin's DICK!! oooppss. he did it = )

8th Case = Victim : Aslamiah
French kiss Mastura VIDEO RECORDED!!!

9th case = Victim : Ma Hubby!
Frech kiss Ayul! VIDEO RECORDED!!!

cool huh! YES! INDEED!! = ) Those videos can be found at de end of de entry = )

After they went hm, we had out own club upstairs! cool huh. ppl just went insane+Crazy = Retarded Freaks! wat we did afterall = Dance till drop. = )

DE most exciting part was, we had an "act" & its VIDEO RECORDED!!!! check it out & u jugded it! = )

Early at 1, we head down to cheers & bought 1 absolute Vodka. Kimmy was our treasurer. He just kept scratching his head just to make sure de amt hit $52! hehe.

While we were der, tt apu was der! duh! so wat! me,mimin & Hubby just walked straight. hu cares! he sux. wat happened is enough k!

We placed de Bottle in de fridge wen reached chalet & head fer our FIELD TRIP to Red house! in 1 big grp!

TT was wen ma dearie galfrwn came! AINI!

b4 i continue de red house thingy, someone who i was totally unexpected to c came & was ma next door chalet neighbour! it was Fikri!!! I was damn delighted. terLepas rindu lol.hehe. I was insane lol. kk, Back to de story, de first thing tt i tot was, a House which was painted red but it turned out to ba a hauted house! ita a landed property tt was left long long ago. I guess, its 3 yrs ago. Shattered Roof top, Broken glass & more. The atmosphere was roo errie. I was speechless. Hubby hug me tru de whole thingy. We smell,hear & some see.

Head back to de chalet at last! we have soo much to say. Too much about de red house thingy.
= (

Thus, de most xciting part was de DRINKING SESSION!! we played poker card & drink.drink.drink till the ladies gone DRUNK!! = ) But de worst Drunk lady was rachelle. I understood how she felt wif al those vomitting & stuff. Coz i have been in her shoes fer several times = ) but still! overall! we had lots lots of fun all nite long.

it was a memory tt i will not forgo.

PLUS!! these were de clips tt had been recorded!

RHT tutorial 5

2006-05-29T12:11:00.000+08:00

haluu haluu. im in RHT lab. duh! i skipped its previous lecture, thus, here i am in de tutorial class Knowing notyn. haiz.

out fer pool 4-1

2006-05-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

Yuhhu! out fer pool todae at AMK. i WON! its 1-4. hehex. cool rite? = ) indeed. howeva,wen we played de last game, hubby's concentration was out of focus. Coz der 2 'tante ganteng' at de top floor was looking at me non-stop. hey! im not Perasan k .. But its de truth. I did noticed tt but i ignored it coz i realli realli wanting to win de game. But hubby purposely shoot de black ball in.

I mentioned " Hey! de black ball is in! lets play it again coz u just lost leh.."

Hubby replied, " Nope, lets go now. "

i was like WTF! i want to play a fair game leh. Coz wat i noticed during de last game, hubby kept looking at de top floor. & probably tt was why he cant focus.

I was bit pissed off but still i guess its enough fer now coz we played 9 games in total & it cost us $9.10. = ) thks hubby!

We went out & have a puff & bought a bubble tea. Hubby's face was a totally 'pissed off face',even i dont dare to ask.

But wen we settled down at de bubble tea shop, i asked,

" ayg, asl nie? wats wrong? "

he replied " don't u noticed tt those guys kept lookin at u ?? "

I shaked ma head.

" They kept looking at u even wen they were on de phone! & even wen u walked out from de table! " he continued.

i kept silent. = (

Coz its not ma fault wat. They looked at me but i don't looked at dem back mah.

Hubby even mentioned tt both of dem (hubby & tt guy) had an eye to eye contact.

I was like.. WTF!

haiz. these ppl rite just make Couples mood swing onli. but nvm, things was ok after tt. = )

I did called arip pisang to joined us but i guess he cant coz mimin was at wld doing CIP .Those 2 guys, cant be seperated in anyways.Arip did met up wif min at wld & so they head down to amk to join us BUT me & hubby was oredi down to mimin's blk to lepak. I did told mimin y we left amk early. Its bcoz of de pool thingy lol.

Thus, at ard 7.30, they joined us oredi. talk.smoke.eat.talk.smoke & eat. & de list goes on...

Mimin's & de gang will be having chalet CONFIRMED! at pasir ris costa sand. COOL! im celebrating ma elder son's b'dae! = ) yipee!! gonna cooked fer dem.

AN hour after tt, all of us head home. & here i am wriiting in = ) I have to do ma power presentation tonite & revise sum pathetic stuff. Have to .. Coz now im in

" lalalala poly " min's favourite phrase = ) hahax.

k la. gonna stopped here.

c me ard den.

feeling blue

2006-05-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

im bored.play & surf de net on ma lab top.Watch desperate housewife.Msg yudi & here i am, writting in ma blog. =) things happened. don't now whether it move me. Did it? im not sure. bye.

ma 1st lab top

2006-05-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

Had ma very first lab top! = ) didnt went to Tekong just now.Me, Cheryl & Dinesh slacked in de library after our early lunch at Jupiter Cafe.

Was glad tt i have ma very own first own labtop.Its an Acer model. Microsoft XP pro.Macromedia.Minimouse.Thumbdrive(512) & more. COOL RITE!!! & the coolest thingy was, de guy tt did de checking fer ma labtop was mute & deaf.im serious! No kid. He just point to me wat he want me to see & sign. I understood. Neither he looked like arrogant type nor a retarded look. He seems normal but pity his fate. I understood wat he taught me. WE communicate using de run window. He type,i read.I type,he read. H has gud vocab & tenses. Just like us.

The moment i walked out from de place, im just proud of him. I dun noe y. I find him very brave to face ppl coz his disability did nt stop him! May god bless u. I realli mean it.

OK!Enough fer todae. I have been browsing ma web from noon till early morning at 12. Im just tired. Tml ders test. SHIT! im not fully prepared. But i'll try ma best. Just got to drink coffee.coffee.coffee.coffee & de list geos on. hehex.

p.s: had a long chat with zaki yesterdae nite. miz ma old frewn.

okies! tts all fer now..

getting ma lab top tml! = )

2006-05-23T21:19:00.000+08:00

Yuhho!! im getting ma very own first labtop tml! = ) cool indeed after de " suffering " i had with these NUS ppl handling these stuff. Thay are so impolite. But still, de main thingy is I GOT MA OWN LABTOP.

Tml,ders an excursion to Pulau Tekong from 12pm - 6pm. But don tink im going coz ma darling frewns are not going. Cheryl has a last minute balley (do i spell it rite?), James has his basketball thingy & Dinesh has jusst.. a slllaaccckkkeerr. same goes fer me too. = ) kinda miz hym todae coz his on " Legal MC ". DUH! Miz his gestures. Me & Cheryl kept immitating de way he say his lines. We are just WACKO! = )

Thus,wanna noe how's ma dae? kinda cool & surprising.

Went to skol as per normal.Waited fer hubby at de bus stop,tot of having a puff first before i proceed fer ma BCS but instead he was reluctant coz its kinda rushing oredi. Kinda upset but still, HEY! im saving ma cigi. hehexx.

Along ma way to the Grand stairs, Arif name was called by dis guy. Specificly,a guy with bike. We have no idea who's tt guy until arif shouted back " Eh,Medee!". i was shocked. He has a bike oredi?@!@ Cool!

Probably i don't recognise him coz he's way to handsome due to his bike.hahaxx. Guy + Bike= handsome mah. kk. Cut ma crap. = )

Medee had a talk with arif. talk talk talk about bike & wat was he doing in tP. He actualli got a test to be taken in Tp. The most surprisingly part was, he wants me to help the outlet he's werking now (pizza Hut) for dis Cheer thingy. Thus,i agreed. But didn't noe tt it was a rush one. Coz, i did met his manager dis afternoon after ma sch at tampines st 11. Kinda efficient m i? hahaxx. puji diri sendiri je. = )

After tt appointment, hubby fetched me at de bus stop & we head to Orchard. Tot of eating at Puncak but it's so pathetic! Its CLOSED! thus, we made a turn to cahaya which was just next to puncak. Didn't enjoy de food.SUX fer me.

Met ma Mr cuzzy der.He mentioned tt one of ma cuzzin was on todae Berita Harian.Ma reply was.. " saper? aper dier buat? bunuh org? rodok org? ". He just told me, " go & see fer urself la " (im de lazy chic.Hate to read these papers)

Thus,went to Ngee Ann city 7-eleven & bought de papers & mentos. I was proud coz its actualli his face! ma Mr cuzzy! actualli,his name is Ahmad. He won 5K! due to his participation in some grapichs competition. COOL RITE!!! hahaxx. congrats bro. he's de best in dis thingy. He's a 3yr student in NYP doing Digital Media. CONGRATS!! i guess, he's gonna use de money to buy bike. = )

okies! tt's all fer now. gtg to wash up.

y im back

2006-05-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

i don't noe why tt i have been flooding ma own blog todae. i guess im just have notyn to do.

wanna noe why im back?

u guys must have read de entry tt i posted early dis yr.

y i guess, de colours are back. so do ma normal life. tt's y i used & update dis bloggy back.

alot of unpleasant things happened to me during de vacation. the most daunting incident was de "chalet nite". only de ones who are there understood wat it meant. thus, i have to say ...

no more sapuan. no more sapuan. no more sapuan. no more sapuan. !

& de list go on..

2006-05-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

BUURRR!! Its so cold in RHT lab. Freezing like IIiiiCCcEE! phew! nw im safe home. Wanting to print alot of stuff coz all the documents are stuck in ma thumbdrive due to me UNFUNCTIONED printer. hey! now, its ok! probably bcoz ma Mr cuzzy has done de proper adjustments.

i have printed

- tutorial ans samples
-BCS tutorial Ques
-BCS report Ques (printed all for ma member)
-IntroHTM tutorial Ques
-APEL online survey (finally!)
-APEL draft mission statement (finally)

thus,im done! = )

i guess, todae i have de DRRIIIVVeeee to do ma lecture notes revision! hahaxx. im just in de mood. hehex.

due to de last few days, i totally have no mood to bother much about my books. I just mess ma study table & indeed ma room with all those "school stuff".

Sounds intellectual rite? haha. U got it wrong. Coz,im just lazy! look at ma table below. This is de REAL fizah at home. = )

fizCHUB =)

2006-05-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

QUIZ OF THE DAY!!! lets play mix & match! gd luck!
fizCHUB =)

2006-05-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

who mention tt Cheryl is crazy? she not ok! She's silly instead.
fizCHUB =)

2006-05-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

BCS. dinesh.shuqi.me.seow hui.james
fizCHUB =)

2006-05-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

celebrating Yoyo's belated b'dae at COFFEE SHOP! we are the motivators!
fizCHUB =)

2006-05-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

This was the days!
fizCHUB =)

2006-05-22T17:09:00.000+08:00

family outing to east coast
fizCHUB =)

RHT class

2006-05-22T12:53:00.000+08:00

im in RHT class. notyn betta to do. Blog.friednster.blog.frienster.blog.friednster & de list go on.

ma lecturer Mr fookseng,an interesting lecturer with lots of gestures to offer us.

kinda cool. = )

entertaining instead. Still ma RHT knowledge were nowhere. Bad fer me lol.

just like the singapore idol audition yesterdae.

pathetic & clowny clowny instead. Such an amuzement. = )

ma general comment:
what i can generate from seeing tt show>

" TOP SEEN & SEARCH fer s'pore UNIDOLISED "
top 5
-de doremi lady (she mentioned tt she's de HERO) phew! nightmare fer s'pore!
top 4
-de unVOICED guy (i wonder how he speaks to his GF or even his peers!)
top 3
-de mirror guy (i just have no comments) = O y are they making a fool of themseves!
top 2
-de s'pore COWBOY(iz he a real one?) de truth: not at all.
top 1
-de kong fu rapper( cant understand a single thingy) he spend more time in de room coz he has soo much too offer!! he sang 3 songs! all are trash. sorry dude.

still, they made de effort. I have to congrats them fer their bravery. = ) im not tt mean afterall. peace.

sun & sat with hubby- Xp Cd lost

2006-05-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae, ma Mr cuzzy went over to ma place to actualli reboot ma com Until i found out tt ma XP original Cd was missing. Ma pathetic cuzzy did not return to me but instead putting an excuse tt she reaturned it oreadi. WTF!

cant help it. She sucks.

Todae,its such de "another day".

hubby brought me out to juntion 8 to have our lunch & went to Angmo kio fer a pool. Met serena along de way. She's in MosBurger with her galfrewn. Met ma Mr cuzzy too, to pick the dreamweaver & Flash copied CD. Sounds troublesome. But its fer BCS.No choice.

Kinda a dull dae fer me. Promised dinesh & cheryl tt we will go out together to study. but WTF! i fcuk it up!

lost interest along de way coz de two old couples in de house are argueing.

cant be bothered much = (

too much fer now. gtg.

ma last

2006-01-28T16:15:00.000+08:00

hey guys..im leaving dis bloggy fer a moment..i just need a new n fresh start fer maself ... ma new web add will be www.fizchub-last-episode.blogspot.com i believe u guys has been wanting whr i have been all dis while ... i believe wateva DCsion i were to make, i have ma own reasons.. n as fer arif, i still love him ... U guys may see a different thing outside .. but dis is all heart matters ... Dis bloggy seems to be very colourful n cheerful fer me .. but i guess.. i dun owe all dis colours animore ... i also dun owe de laughter i used to have... i will not be back writting a post at dis blog UNTIL i've fixed de mess tt im facing now... shall i say, life is full of surprises .. luv u guys .. fiza

out wif hafiz

2005-12-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

hmm.. met dear at his werk place to pass him cig.. hahaxx.. pity ma dear coz he has no pulus to buy one.. I was accompany by hafiz, ma frewn.. he's 20 yrs old.. He's werking at summer house same as me.. at first i tot he's soo de sombong! but hey! he's COOL!! went to coffee bean wif him.. had a long chat der den go check2 good stuff.. he's de adidas boy lolx! hahaxx.. he's cool ar .. can't believed tt he was a cool type & not de sombong one. Went to peni.. He brought me to dis cheap shop ar .. All jeans ar majority.. & i saw dis street style pants.. COOL ar! He tried out 1 pants.. & it fits him but syg..its more of a gal cutting.. Tapi i get 1 tau.. i was reluctant to tried it out at 1st coz malu ar ... But he insisted me too.. Thus, i tried it out la.. It fits me nicely.. luv tt pants.. He checked fer me de length & said tt.. " HEY! Ko kene la fizah pakai.." i was like " REalii???" I decided to buy it..but hey he bought fer me instead! Hahahxx.. He paid fer me tt pants coz i blanja him ice blended at coffee bean.. THKS borFREWN!!.. He's cool ar ... Luv de window shopping i had todae..

annas outing

2005-12-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

Had ma pay yesterdae.. its was 280++ .. tt's ma 1 week job pay.. Bought fer ma sista DOLL HOUSE & do some shopping yesterdae with dear at bugis after ma NGEE ANN poly attachment thingy bought slip-on shoes, bag & pants.. At NP, i felt lost along de way = ( .. Same feelings also came along i wen out together wif ma Fcubes.. I dun tink i wanna mention it here.. Just miss de times in secondary school.. Its onli 1 week ++ after secondary school life ends & der's alot of drastic chg in friendship.. Just miss de way it is in sec sch.. I cried all out todae wen i went out wif annas.. He's treating me lunch & accompanied him to FAR east to hunt fer his stuff & his also treating me fer mini shopping at BUgis AGAIN! Fun lolx being a gal = ) Arif started werk todae at Funan.. I did told him tt im going out wif annas.. i dun play BASTARD behind ma guy's back k! Met annas at 1pm under his void deck but b4 tt i went to arif's place to send back his shoes tt he lend to me few days back.. I was invited into de house by his sista, Fatin.. Went to his room n OH MA GOSH! Its soo de MESSY!! haizzz... Its so called BILIK BUJANG KAN.. Clear his bed & his table..

wonderful day wif ma hubby

2005-12-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

Did not expect tt todae will be de most wonderful day wif ma dear .. He accompany me to Raffles Medical clinic den proceed to East coast to have a relaxing time der at its Coffee Bean well, i wanna have a relaxing atmosphere after a week of hectic werk.. Both of us Had Mocha & pure chocolate ICE BLEND! YuMMYY!!! ayang, i wanna have tt again!!! hehexx.. Thus, we also have some NACHOS with its mouth-watering melted cheeesseee..hmmm.. its too YUMMMYYY!!! hahaxx... Since todae is 3rd Dec, ders HANYUT at east coast park, well.. der's a lot of minah n mat rep!! All de REP company has invaded east coast! OMG! Its soo de disgusting!! ( *_ * ) But cant deny tt, i love todae outing.. Thanks dear! ur ma sweetheart!!

sick n never go to werk

2005-12-01T12:42:00.000+08:00

IT has been days since i've updated ma bloggy ... I have been too bz with werk! too bz! Werking in a hotel, is soo de LECEH. Well, probably due to its split shift.. So far, i have been taking cab to werk if i was shifted in de morning shift. So tired la.. How could u expect me to wake up at 0430 hrs wen i slept at 0100hrs tt morning too?! It has been 1 week since i werk der. The management is too strict! Too much!! I only like ma supervisors, Rathi & Jude! Jude is soo cool!! lurve him loads!!! But if u mention about ma BOSS de head of de restraunt, SHE's a WACKO SIOW lady! She is a lady but looked like a guy her name is june.. Simply to say, she dont noe how to talk BUT onli noe how to SCCRREEAAAMMM!!! If i am werking fer its normal shift, which would be either 7am-3pm OR 3pm-11pm.. 7.5 hrs of werking which i mean here STANDING all de way + 0.5 hrs fer ma break. During de 7.5 hrs, werkers was not allowed to sit n de management will not even let us go fer a 5 mins fer any break! suckedup! I have to admit tt i earn alot. But wat cn i do with de money if i have no time to rest, spend time wif ma family & also ma dear arif !!! i love him loads but sumthings needs to be sacrifice. love u sweetheart Sometimes, i feel like quitting it, Coz it demand soo much fer de last 5 days wen i werk. I felt tt i wanna werk somewhr else such as receptionist or sumthing like tt.. I dun care if de pay was not tt luxurious compare to ma werking pay now.. So yesterdae, i almost made up ma mind to quit. But yesterdae, wen i arrived at werk in de morning, everything changes! I dont feel tired or bored!! well,actualli im sick but i try to cover it up I continue werking & at last i found tt, i lurve de job now!! But can deny tt ma leg is soo painful everytime i reached home. During De morning shift & afternoon shift, i enjoyed it alot! I even told Rathi to teach me how to do latte, expresso, cuppocino, serve beer & ways to handle & open de wine. All dis was due to ma interest tt pop up UNEXPECTEDLY! probably because de day before, i have met arif & spend some quality time together However, tt evening was not ma day.. It was de time i serve & get ready fer dinner.. I looked more and even tired compared to tt morning & afternoon.. Probably because i really cant cover up ma fever, running nose, cough & sore throat .. Thus all dis was shown tru ma FACIAL expression. I was called up by de assitant manager, DAEVID. He wants me to go back at 2100hrs instead of 2300hrs!! I was shocked at de moment! wat de hell man! HOweva, April, ma supervisor, explain to me tt i did not do anything wrong but its just tt i looked too tired to continue & wants me to have a good rest & get prepared fer ma werk de next dae. Instead of going to werk todae, i am now at home! I have a high fever & ma running nose has gone bad to worst! Thus, i msg JUDE to inform him & he called me dis morning. Luckily he undestands but im prepared to get scolding from JUNE! Due to de wrong billibg tt i did yesterdae! It was not truly ma fault! The pathetic supervisors did not tell me wat to do. He act as if i know everything within 5 daes. But wen i did wat he told me, he scolded me fer acting smart! wat de fuck man! I made a new pal der yesterdae nite. His name was Ahmad, a big guy but cool guy.. He has werk der fer 1 yr +++!! Thus he knew all de managment attitude!! HE told me tt dis hotel is a cheap 5 star hotel whr de authority only care much fer de guest but not de werkers. I have to admit tt!! EVEN all de werkers said tt NO WORKERS WELFARE!!

GP n 1st dae of werk

2005-11-26T09:50:00.000+08:00

GP tt was held last thurs ROCKS! We had it in a 4-5 star hotel! Its fun! Ders buffet dinner, lucky draw, games & last of all.. Memories tt could last a lifetime! I have took pictures during de grad nite. All looked like realli superstars! Ders ppl wearing PRINCESS DRESSES, ders also Japanese superstar IDOL ard espicially ma class chinese gals! Had a wonderful time! But fer e pics, sorry guys! not todae k..I'll post it probably next week..Coz im bz werking & ma picasa have not been installed yet..BUT i'll try k guys! After GP, Arif & 1 went to esplanade to have a walk & a chat at out usualy place which is locates in front of Fullerton hotel & also facing de s'pore river! IT soo cool at nite! However, unexpectedly, we met HAFIZ RAMLAN! he was with his pal. Had a short talk wif him & i guess de bloogy thingy tt he post, i guess..let bygones be bygones..I dun wish to drag it any further.. OH YESH! wanna noe how's ma 1st dae of werk?? ITS cool! i was not scolded pon! but if at any point i kena scold, i'll take it as i know tt im new & i have to learn alot of things.. ITs cool u noe coz im serving foriegners..Majority was KOREAN, JAPANESE & of course ANGMO lolxx.. My job was not tt tough compared to pizza hut last time. This werk onli required me to move fast in clearing de plates & all de utensils & also just serving drinks. Since its a buffet, we dun take orders from de guest!! HEY! Plus, we dun touch de floor! Which means,no mopping or sweeping compared to pizza hut whr i have to mop & sweep frequently BUT its a low paid job..haiizzz.. Lurve ma job now, Cant deny tt actualli ma leg was sooo de SAKIT! Its due to de long standing hours..BUT nvm, im willing coz i love de job! I will be collecting ma pay dis mondae..Guess wat, its a 3 digit pay oredi!! ALhamdulillah...Amin

didnt go to werk

2005-11-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

I slept at 1 am yesterdae .. Talking & discusing wif sayang if i realli need to go to werk todae ... u see k, todae i've got GP & i need to do some preparation! Thus,ma mom was shocked tt im still in bed although i've told her last nite tt im werking todae..She woke me up at 5.45am. Asked me Why didn't i go to werk. I state all the reasons! I told her tt no one support me & btw, i have GP! She said to me clamly tt she OK actualli wif wat i wanna do .. She dun mind actualli But with a condition! I have to JAGE ma pergaulan. But how am i suppose to reACT now? go to werk anot? Ma mom was ready to give ma a taxi fare to werk! BUT if i dun go todae, do u tink im able to show ma THICK face tml? TODAE IS MA FIRST DAE!! Thus,to make things clear berani buat,berani tanggung i told ma mom to called de direct line at SummerHouse. The one who picked up was JUNE! De fierce ASSIT. MANAGER! IM DEAD! Ma mom talked to her & told her ma situation tt everything was in a rush fer ma to start but however,im still interested to werk. Wanna noe wat she said? "OK den, tell ur daughter to come & see ma tml". When i heard tt, i said to maself. "OK fizah,biar kena marah SEKALI & tt's it! It would be ma first & de last pathetic mistake!" Tml i'll be werking at 7am-3pm.. GOSH FIZAH! why didnt u just go todae. Probably im too tired yesterdae tt's y i cant decide properly : (

pan pacific

2005-11-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

Like it or not ... im werking tml! YES! i mean tml! Dun need to remind me k dear pals, i noe tt tml have Gp. I i'll be werking from 7am-12 pm. Sucks rite! It sounds unrasonable too rite? Actualli its extended till 3 pm but luckily de supervisor was a negotiable one as i told him tt tml i have an event. THANK GOD! I wanted to start dis sat .. But the straight & firm ans tt i was given was " TOMMOROW" pity me : ( The other candidate will be starting dis fri & even sat ... BUT y not me! I'll be undergoing a 1 week " CLOSE-WATCH" from de managers. Its either i break it or make it. I reali100x took alot of courage to enter maself in deHotel allhamdulillah, aku dpt jugak rezeki disitu I has no support from ma family members to persue dis werk as all tot tt dis hotel waitress are "DIRTY WERK LINE". understand je la,im a girl.. anything cn happen. They kept staing tt de PERGAULAN hotel is too wild I cant deny wats their statement to wat i wanna do as they have more experience den i am BUT still!HELLO! trust ur daughter or not? to me, all werk place are the same..so TYPICAL! I'll just have to bear with all those pathetic & unreasonable remarks! mulut org, maner kiter boleh tutup! I believe tt i wanna go far in dis hotel management thingy ... Thus, just close & shut both ears! tt will do!Btw, Its me who werk & earn de $$ , i should be the one complaining but why deM? life will never be fair! So,tml i'll be werking from 7am-12pm. The most TRAGIC part was dis, i need to reach de restraunt at 7 sharp!we have been warned bout punctuality,grooming & attitude!They are damn STRICT! the asst. manager was a FIERCE FEMALE LADY! get it? Basically means i need to reach de hotel at 6.20am! kul rape tu agaknye,i need to leave home?? Coz firstly, i need to report to de security,take ma voucher,take ma uniform,change to it & finally report! tt will take me at least 1/2 hr coz im still new! i'll be de SOTONG of de dae! hahaxx.. The pay was alright .. $6 per hour & 8 hrs of werking 6 days per week! Its PART TIME btw! Wonder y its not fulltime? coz, everyone,must go tru PT den if ur the competent 1, u'll be promoted to FT den..sounds STRESS? it will be fer me as tml will be ma first dae & fer ur info..no training..they will just leave me at the floor imm. tt's SCARY! i'll just try ma best.. View ma TRACK ME DIS NOVEMBER to noe ma time slots.. tatas~

O level HABIS OI!!!

2005-11-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

AT LAST! O level has over!! FINALLY!!! after paper at 3.. I, arif & Freak board bus 8 to interchange .. Den, in de bus..we saw arif's twin.. actualli,he does look damn alike like arif. He's from changkat changi.. Wanna guess wat i did ?? .. I bet you he BLUSHED! I stood beside his seat & point at him n shout.. " ARIF! its ur twin! " hahaxx.. i guess tt guy malu ar but he remain quiet je ... but its true! They look damn ALIKE! hahaxx..fizah fizah.. wonder wat if they are relli twin??? Can i exchange?? hahaxx... just kidding dear... We head to CS,TM & dis Fashion to but some stuff fer our GP..Freak bought her stuff at Isetan i hope u those earrings is ok gal! & i bout ma stuff at CS.. Pity ma guy tt he has to follow our flow je.. sorry sayang! i'll make up to u later k : ) HEY! FYI, arif make a good choice fer u gals if u need an accompany to shop! he would not just stand der but he will help u look fer it! even its a ladies *stuff* : )
Tommorow, i am going fer an interview at PanPacific.. hopefully i get the job der.. Insyallah .. Dear will be accompany me der ... k la..gtg.. TATAS!

msn

2005-11-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

IM pissed off !! i cant load the msn messenger in ma com! ders sumthing wrong with de setup ... i've tried twice but to no avail .. SHARKS! im glad to a certain extent tt now ma baby com are werking faster compared to last time ... Last time, 27 viruses has invaded ma com! The worst thingy was dis .. I IGNORE IT! hahaxx actualli i dun realli pay much attention on it as long i could still retrive ma friendster,blog & msn..its ok oreadi!.. i just cant be bothered to clear it as i have no patience at all man! u noe rite..to clear de mess could take u de whole nite! Luckily ma Cuzz came to the rescue : ) thanks abg... He reboot ma com & wants me to realli take care ma com very well from now onwards.. especially in keeping ma desktop & ma files neat ... he's just de com genius ... As fer now.. im waitting till dis cuming sat fer his another visit.. i wanna him to set up a firewall, msn messenger, picasa & adobe photoshop software! fizah,fizah..u always want soo mucch ... BUT cant deny tt i realli miss editting ma pictures : (

taggy

2005-11-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

HEART ma TAGGY!! but it took soo the long to load! never mind patience worth k.. yester nite .. i & arif played the drawing game at ma taggy... We play the game.. GUESS WATS TT???!! so..while we are about to get started,sunddenly,sumone UNKNOWN scribbled on the board.. i & arif was CLUELESS at de moment! hahaxx... but after awhile..we discovered tt it CINONEH! hahaxx..fun la..we're gonna have tt game every sat..its cool u noe..learning all de dirty stuff..hahax..freak join us soon!

hair do

2005-11-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

I want a hair do!! Basically, i wanted a new image before 2006 cums ard ... hmm, i'll be walking fer an interview dis cuming wed at Pan Pacific..insayllah, klau ader rezeki,i wanna have hair do & all the personal grooming ... but i've a number of choices of hair style tt i want . I want sumthing new, happening & stylish! STILL! i want to keep it de LONG HAIR VERSION ...

As fer dis pic, the model wearing the brown blouse caught ma very EYES!! i love the hair color & also the hair cut ... I always wanted to permMMM ma hair ... but the consequences are risky lolx ... If i dun take care of it .. it will go HAY WIRE MAN !!! so ... i dun think i want dis as it would make me look more MmmAAtuureedDD!!! which basically i dun wish fer! + it shows tt i have to cut ma hair tt short like TOMBOY syle .. tak nk la .. RATE = 6 : ) : ) : ) : ) : ) : )

AHAKZ!!! i lurve dis hair style ... its not funny ya, if u see it properly & maturely, its a COOL & hippies hair style! Its more fer the streets style youth ... Since im just 17 ! I have to look more cheerful, youthful & hippies ... so no MAK-cik MAK-cik hair style ya ... : ) Since i wanted to remain the long hair image, i could tell the hair-dresser to adjust the lenght ... Which means tt, de one u see in the pic,de hair length was ard the neck rite? But i would insist the person to cut it until ma hair touches ma shoulder ... wat u tink?? : ) OH YES! I may want to hightlight ma fringe with hazel brown color just like in the pic! wow! its gonna be STYLISH! however,to certain ppl,i believe they will look at it as MEREPEK! but hu cares..i pay fer ma hair cut..not u !! im considering ... but cant deny it,its a COOl hair style!! RATE = 10!

If u said dis style was nicer den the previous one.. look at it TWICE!! coz its the same hair style ...Its just tt the hair was dressed in a different way! its nice rite!! so..it seems tt i'll be cutting ma hair into dis style ... fareha, wat u tink??? coz i am also considering to do japanese curl .. haizz... im just CONFUSED!!! but tt Jcurl, im onli 50/50 ... it can SPOIL ma hair.. HELPPPPP!!!

sec 1 camp

2005-11-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

Dis morning after Amaths paper , Fareha update me with sum LATEST BLOGS UPDATE ... so, the person we talked about was ALAN's BLOGGY! he update regarding our SEC 1 CAMP in 2001 ! so here.. wat i wanna share below, i got the INSPIRATION or wat so ever crab from him ! thks guy fer refreshing back the SWEET MEMORIES! during our innocent toddler times... haizz...miss it!

Firstly,de pic was taken on our first dae of camp, the RED circle shows Jeremiah & JAYA! hahaxx.. no wonder till now they were gud pals! the 2 GREEN circles show me,fizah Y & step! hahaxx.. soo the different horr.. the rest u could see reza,geok lan,qiming n xiang hui the red cap kid ... Basically, we were doing sum LOGO thingy fer our group ! wanna guess where was our camp?? its in SENTOSA!!! during this year & camp, i have not met arif as ma soulmate ...he's only ma classmate & not ma guy at tt MOMENT horr ...

This picture on taken on the 2nd nite campfire nite .. The campfire nite was tk menjaD as its raining outdoors, so no FIRE! .. here u can see ma dancing blind-Folded .. guess wat .. i won FIRST!! hahaxx.. those were the times lolx... The gurl in yellow was SHARLENE now she's damn drop pretty & cute : ) I dance with all ma might & w/o even realizing it dance je la..ASABOleH... i was the last gurl standing ... i could still remember tt SHAARI cried becoz he was being eliminated 1st ... soo the GEMBANG eh kau!
Our last dae pic! its a big grp kan ... spot me n arif! we were soo the far apart ... well.. at tt moment je .. arif looked soo the kental : ) it was a fun camp i must admit with all the GOOD facilities ard especially ma ROOM! its air-conditioned with TV,toilet,fridge,dining table & an electical kettle OH YES! together with a swimming pool! hahaxx..... it was more of a HOLIDAY instead of a ADVENTURE CAMP .... miss u ppl !!

amaths O level

2005-11-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

im just PISSED OFF ! de Amaths paper was a tough one! AIYOH! but i dont tink its gonna affect me badly if i get a E8 or D7 .. coz its not one of ma first 5 important subjects! hahaxx .. its more of like a SPARE PART SUBJECT! : ) *wink* but still ... i'm werking hard to score a lot in paper 2 .. well well well , tml is GEOG paper ... it just remind me of mr HUNK ... hehexx.. mr AW lolx ...wish me luck ! the theme i spot to study are .. MANUFACTURING , agriculture , TOURISM & development .. k la..till next time..ma GEOG NOTES ... HERE I COME!!! : )

2005-11-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

the cuzz , frewn & sista : )
RABIAH & ME!

2005-11-13T23:14:00.001+08:00

shot the insane brat ...
at rabiah house ... specificly, her room ..

2005-11-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

remember de times ? waitting fer u lolxx ...

2005-11-13T23:13:00.001+08:00

smiley loads ! bring orange huh .... : )

2005-11-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

see me see me see me ..

rabiatul house

2005-11-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

MONEY ISN'T EVERYTHING this was wat i have learnt today .. i have a frewn who lives in a big banglow , loaded & a family who owes a LAND which probably cost dem 4.1 million more !! He is a RICH MAN KID but sadly, he isn't the HAPPY RICH MAN KID ... pity him but he made good frewn who listens to you & respect wat u had in mind .. he has gone tru alot i must admit but still , i am glad tt i met him .. LOVE U PAL !! may u find a long term point in life & discover the wonderful things in life ... : ) i'll meet u soon again !! hahaxx.. OH YES! todae, after i met rahmat at Kcc to study our AMATHS but we ended up with no content absorbed in our BRAINS! hahaxx ! As we were totally hopeless in tt subject ! I went to Rabiah place as todae she has open house .. She rang me up at ard 2pm to inform me n tt was sooo the LAST MINUTE GAL!! but never mind, i still made ma way there to RAYA for awhile in ma CASUAL clothes! hahaxx.. same fer arif lolx.. Time passed so fast .. but i & her still in good relationship .. LURVE U GAL !! I reached home in de evening & unexpectedly, ma abg yazid,abg ahmad & yusry was here! long time never see dem ... miss den loads : ) All of us were already GROWN UPS & we have a lot more in common to talk about ... about POLY,STUDY & also BGR .. hahaxx ... Since ma O's are going to end soon .. i've made up ma mind tt i'll be takimg HOSPITALITY & TOURISM MANAGEMENT in TP or TOURISM option in SP ... its gonna be either one la..INsyallah if i pass ma O's with good results * AMIN*.. Furthermore, I have consult a number of ppl, asking their opinion regarding the course ... So all the common things they said to me was " FOLLOW WAT UR HEART WANTS & u will succeed in whatever u do " ... n i believed it ... how,when & where in gonna achieve it .. its up to Him to decide .. k la .. that's it fer now.. ma Romeo is calling me now ... NITEZ!

2005-11-12T19:22:00.000+08:00

I've just woke up from ma evening sleep ... GOSH! im just too tired ... went to Ramnah place to raya but i ended up in her room studying steps & turning on the speaker to the BLAST!!! BLAST!!! Actualli, im preaparing some steps for a CHEERLEADING AUDITION ... well, i could only noe whether im short listed in DEC !! lame sak ! tapi bagus jugak ar ... Coz its totally after ma O level exams : ) I really want to persue ma CHEERLEADING INTEREST ... haiiz .. its NOT THAT EASY AFTERALL!! ... but since der's an opportunity for me that came up last week ... i will not slip it !! NEVER !! For now, i just DON'T WANT TO BE IN DE LIMELIGHT at the moment ... Its Enough tt i have been a centre of attraction since 2003 whr ma CHEERLEADING CARRER & also NCC have been the HOTTEST TOPIC for ppl to praised & also GOSSIP! Its a tough one fer me ... as there were HATERS ARD & dis includes 'some staff in skol' ... & also ultimately, SUPPORTERS who give me all the encouragement that i want ... Dis include the TEACHERS & also ma PEERS! I dun blame those ppl who talked behind ma back regarding all ma achievements .. i guess i understand y : ) Thus, wat i wanna do now is to be a FOLLOWER back whr i started... i wanted to learn & be taught new stuff ... A LEADER IS NOT ALWAYS LEADER ... & ... A FOLLOWER IS NOT ALWAYS A FOLLOWER ... i want to learn new things coz all this while it has been me teaching ppl so im abit SICKED about it : ) k la.. gtg now ... ma BOOKS are calling me lolxx.. tatas~

go blajar

2005-11-12T11:36:00.000+08:00

Planned to go study with rahmat todae at kembangan ... but ma MOM insisted me to go JLN RAYA !! sorry rahmat ! i'll make up with u again tml k : ) happy tu tk sgt la ...coz i have not study ma GEOG & pathetically AMATHS!! however,to a certain extent, im happy tt at least todae i MAKE MONEY !! $$$$ hehexx...i still got ma green packets tau ... well..todae last year lolx... k la.. i gtg now.. i'll blog again tonite aite! tatas ~

2005-11-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL!! IT has been weeks or even months eversince i blogged... Actualli,im BZ preparing for ma O's .. too BZ la ... ISH ISH ISH ... but now,i have spared 4 hours reformatting ma whole BLOG !!!! hahahaxx...i just wanna give it a new look ... an IMAGE whr life is sooo COLOURFUL & MEANINGFUL to me! Now,lets talk about the O's... *scary topic to discuss* i need to admit tt i have really really STUDIED DAMN HARD but in a way oso i STUDIED SMART la ... dun tell me that i have to burnt 15 hrs on ma table everydae..tt will be NUTS OK!! So now, ma eMATHS, EL,SS,SCIENCE has over !! im left with AMATHS : ) GEOG & science paper 1 only..after tt..im FREE!! FREE!! FREE!! So far, after all those papers tt i have done, i FELT GREAT & HAPPY as i believed tt i've done ma bEST !! Hoping tt ma result will be THUMBS UP !!! hope so : ) K la, its late now... its already 0135 hrs ... wanna go to sleep and wake up early in de mawning as i'll be meeting RAHMAT kat kembangan ... so sad tt i have to sacrifice ma hari raya outing with ma family tml : ( ... BUT!!! NEVERMIND!!! Dis O's will be the first & the last tt halt me from enjoying ma HARI RAYA CELEBRATION!! till den `` tatas~

2005-11-12T01:11:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUE!!! dis is FARAH & IFAH ... from the left is ma NIECE & on the rite is ma ADIK SDARE... they are soo ADORABLE rite!! dis picture was taken at kampong,JOHOR

2005-11-12T01:09:00.001+08:00

hari raya - me,cuz AIN & iqah ... SMILE SMILE!!

2005-11-12T01:09:00.000+08:00

hari raya - me & ma 2nd younger sis ...

2005-11-12T01:08:00.000+08:00

hari raya - me & kak ODA ... HEART HER ALOT!! not forgetting the UNEXPECTED thing..MEETING SHAM DER!! im SPEECHLESS!!

2005-11-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

hari raya - 1st dae at GRANDPA HOUSE !! spot me lolx...

2005-11-12T01:06:00.002+08:00

i LURVE THE EDITTING !!! hehehexx...

2005-11-12T01:06:00.001+08:00

dear...wat u doing????

2005-11-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

back from skool ... NOTTY NOTTY ... : )

2005-11-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

ma b'dae 201005 - sweet as chocolate ... went down to macdonald at ard 8pm at KOVAN to have a mouth-watering CHOCOLATE FUGDE SUNDAE !!! hehexx...

2005-11-12T01:03:00.001+08:00

ma b'dae 201005 - SMILEY SMILEY US !! : )

2005-11-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

ma b'dae 201005 - bus stop MODELS ... hahaxx ... a snap taken before we head down to geylang ...

2005-11-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

ma b'dae 201005 - ITS US!! real friendship will not freeze in water .. HERE WE ARE AT THE MAMAM PLACE!! food GLORIOUS food !! yummyy !!!

2005-11-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

ma b'dae 201005 - AMIN & ACAP!!! forever lil' LUNATICS!! miss dem loads !!

2005-11-12T00:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME !! HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO FIZAH !! HAPPY BORTHDAE TO ME!!! me & sayang together with the token given by fareha & fizah..THKS GUYS!!! i love it alot !!!

2005-10-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

i luv dis day very much ...i cant 4get it ...he treat me as if im the onli gal existed ..i luv u soo much sayang ....soo much ...muacks!

baru la aku nk update..lamer siol

2005-09-30T17:55:00.000+08:00

HEY! it has been sooo long eversince i update ma bloggie ... well ... actualli,im kinda BZ ... hehexx ... im just too excited updating ma FRIENDSTER! i love the new features tt has been added in but soon enough i will UPDATE MA BLOG!! just wait n see ya =P ...LURVE IT !!! Prelims has over ... now,im doing the review of papers ...n soon da nk PUASE! n soon enough da O LEVEL !!! #$%&*&^&^ sooo THE FAST !!! tml going out to TOWN again ..lolx...wat else rite ...wanna released ma TENSION babe ... soo the stress living in dis BZ CITY TT NEVER SLEEPS!! image urself in 10 yrs time whr u have think n think about ur JOB 24/7 !!! wow! tt's streesful .... no life man! [TAG BOX] sorry tt i cant tag ....fer all the guys tt tag here ...thks a lot! i appreciate it ... i did not it ignore k ..i do have a frequent check on ma bloggie every now n den..hehex... although ders a sacarstic REMARK .. i wanna say thks fer HAVING TO SPEND ur pathetic time reading n browsing ma blog although u hate it....im touched! may GOD bless u !! peace no war !!

2005-09-04T13:08:00.000+08:00

* SOCIAL * HAD AN OUTING WIF ARIF,HIS SIS N HER FREWNS .... it was a cool outing ... loads of PICS to take ... so browse down to see it ya .. tata~

outing wif fatin

2005-09-04T12:55:00.000+08:00

* SKOOL * term 3 has end ... well .. an improving term fer me ... ma result did improved well ... except fer ma SCIENCE !! dunno y la ... its the physic thingy tt pulls it down ... had ma PRELIM PRATICAL on last tues! it was ok ok ... but everybody end up having different ANS! hmmmm .... tt's scary lolx ... the following dae was teacher's dae celebration ... the performance was COOL !!! the DANCE2 , the RAP !!! n lastly the POP YE YE !!! soo the funny especially the FUAD !! he's sooo the sporting !!! den met fairuz,liyana,rauda,mizee,johari,haziq n MORE !!! mizz dem loads ... especially ma WIFE ... fairuz .... hehehexx ... den off to ma primary skol wif vinod n arif ... met MDM geraldine lee n MDM hamsiah ... they are still the same as last time ... miss ma primary skol atmosphere ... sooo the KIDDY KIDDY !! these teachers were the ones tt i adore most !! they felt proud wen we cum back coz it seems tt we still remember dem although it has been 5 yrs since we left the skol ...HAPPY TEACHER's DAE ... love u guys !!

2005-09-04T12:40:00.000+08:00

1st pic of teh dae !!! i love u !!! well...im lazy to type wat actualli happened ... well...just browse ma blog n see the pics ya !!!!

2005-09-04T12:39:00.001+08:00

2nd pic .. NOT NICE !! but ok lolx ....

2005-09-04T12:39:00.000+08:00

we're at BK ... wanna eat ... sayang sayang ... muker maintain lolxx ...

2005-09-04T12:38:00.000+08:00

* after edit * pink pink pink !!! love it !!! onli to certain extent ...

2005-09-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

* after edit * YUMMMYYYY!!! arif eat onli eh .....

2005-09-04T12:36:00.001+08:00

ini la .... frewn frewn kiter .....fatin,naq,hafis n shila ....

2005-09-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

* after edit * its the complicated ME !!!

2005-09-04T12:35:00.000+08:00

* after edit * looking far ...

2005-09-04T12:34:00.000+08:00

* after edit * miss him fer every second ....

2005-09-04T12:33:00.000+08:00

* after edit * the three LUNATICS !!! peace shit !!

2005-09-04T12:32:00.001+08:00

* after edit * THIS IS GONNA BE A GURL FIGHT !!! ...taken in the mrt ... peace!

2005-09-04T12:32:00.000+08:00

* after edit * i looked like a walking stick !!!

2005-09-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

* after edit * ma SAYANG !! BK model eh ???

2005-09-04T12:30:00.000+08:00

* after edit * arif in the MRT ...

2005-09-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

* after edit * here new ma pals .... shila,fizah,naqiah n fatin !!!

2005-09-04T12:28:00.000+08:00

* after edit * here we are at singapore river ... posey posey

2005-09-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

* afetr edit * new bonds ...

2005-09-04T12:26:00.000+08:00

* after edit * the SUNSHINE GURLS !!!!

2005-09-04T12:25:00.000+08:00

* after edit * notty notty fiza ...

2005-09-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

i love maself .... coz im being loved by him ...

2005-09-04T12:22:00.000+08:00

* after edit * ma O's cuming ... wat obstacle stands fer me after tt ???

2005-09-04T12:20:00.000+08:00

last pic !! smile !! love u aloads!!!

the hacker

2005-08-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

Had ma science PRACTICAL todae ... well, both are soo the CHIM !!! but .. i've tried ma best !! good luck FcubAs !! we can make it !! Dis month DT (july), i've made a good progress ... well,now im just waitting anxiously fer ma science overall marks ... hope to obtain at least a C6 .. which means,i onli fail 1 subject .. which was AMATHS! AMATHS! hehexx ... therefore,with me having to fail onli 1 subject n pass 5 subjects... ma parents will not take the trouble again to cum to skol to claim ma report book !! well ... the midyr meeting will be the FIRST N THE LAST !!! hahahaxxx ... Fareha told me tt her BLOG HAD BEEN HACKED !!! wat the fuck !! these moronics had nothing better to do izzit ???? !!! even ma MSN HAD BEEN HACKED!!! the MORON is controlling dis frewn of mine frewn list in the msn but pretended to be ma frewn .. so,since im the UNLUCKY ONE ..tt's y i become the next VICTIM !!! n now, he's controlling ma frewn list n can PRETEND TO BE LIKE ME n choose his next VICTIM!!! im realli scared tt he'll pretend to be me n talk ROT ROT ROT !! den ppl will think tt THAT's ME!! AIYOH !!!as fer safety precaution , i've post the news on FRIENDSTER BULLITIN BOARD!! but fer now.. i've created ma OWN email again ... FOR MSN & FRIENDSTER !!! but fer friendster, i just renew the EMAIL but same account ... so ... the ppl out der BEWARE!!! tatas~

ma O level malay result ...

2005-08-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

MA RESULT IS OUT!! OUT!! i had a B4 ... arif b3 * applaused * fareha A2 & fizah y A1 ... all good results sei xcept me ... but wat i noe was ... i've put in ma very best fer the malay paper n i dun regret in having such result,thus, i dun wanna retake as i wanna focus on ma other subjects ...i agreed with wat fareha said ( mungkin ader hikma yg baik disebaliknya )... coz now ... im improving in all ma subjects Xcept AMATHS! ( cant be bothered! terserah la .... ) Therefore,the moral of the story is ... i have great advantages at other subjects to BANG on ... so SCORE ON IT !! *happy smile* Dis mth DT has shown good progress ... eversince the PATHETIC n WONDERFUL result of mine during MIDYR ... it had made a WAKE UP CALL FER ME !!! i must do well !!! study hard hard !!! its just the matter of a few more months & if ma friends n family support me n believed tt i can do better ... y not me! So..now i believed tt i can do it!! thks fareha, fizah n arif n ma mom n dad ... u all r ma back bone in ma SUCCESS!! im grateful to have all of u ... * muacks * However now im wondering ... wat job would i like to take up after ma O's.. hmmmmm ... *thinking hard * ... k la .. tatas~

national dae eve

2005-08-08T17:43:00.000+08:00

Todae was the national dae eve celabration in school ... its was sooo the BINGIT in the first half coz i had sum misunderstanding wif arif last nite n its dragged till todae morning ... everything settled at about 12.30 pm at ma place ...so had a terrible morning ... but i kinda lurve the concert coz the teachers performed! yes.. the TEACHERS! MR wee voice was cool n nice including MS CHUA ... wow ... its about the journey of singapore ... fun ar .. but the fun part was ... MDM BADARIAH DANCE!! n she's sooo the CHUBBY N BUBBLY!!!! she sang CHAN MALICAN !!! cute u noe ... whr she shake her butt n turn turn ard ... SPORTING KAN TU CIKGU!! U ROCKS!!! hahahaxxx ... MDM RANI oso dance ... daring sak dier ... dance to theindian song ar ... u sud noe la eh ... the national indian song ... i cant spell it lol ... LEOPARD won the captain's ball game ... we WON TO JAGUAR by 9-3 ... not tt gud but so wat .. we won lol !! k la ... bit bored tt fareha n fizah y didn't come ... coz i wanna tell dem sumthing ... i got GREAT GREAT NEWS!! to me .. im the happiest gal yesterdae ... well,u may heard dis from thousands of gals .. but to , its speacial ... I MET TAUFIK BATISAH AT THE TAMPINES NATIONAL DAE CONCERT LIVE!!!! ITS WAS SOOOO COOL !!! it was on sundae nite ... im sooo sooo sooo sooo happy!!!!! i wasn't tt far from him ... im just below him ... its a very clear view ... hahaxxx ... he make eye contact with me!!! yes!! hahaxx ... fizah,ko prasan ar!! hahaxx ... but so wat .. ITS TRUE!! hahaxx ... love dis entry ... i took sum pix n waiting to developed it !!! i actualli brought infront ma mom's HP to take sum pic ... but SHARKS!!!! battery LOW!!! tapi .. accept the fact ... TAUFIK!!! I LOVE U !!! arif.. love u too k ... hahaxx... tatas~

2005-08-07T01:21:00.000+08:00

happy b'dae singapore ... caught dis pix at esplanade ... wondered wat ppl was dis?? dun asked me ! coz im also confused!

bunga api outing!!

2005-08-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

Im de HAPPY GAL todae !! went out with the FcubAs + shila + amin + acap ... i n arif went to play pool at pavilion ... coz im dying to go der again wif him ... n we had lots of fun although its onli two of us playing ... den meet acap n amin kat tamp MRT ... acap n amin is getting tooo tall .. im short leh!!...den ... proceed to bugis to meet the other 3 ladies ... soo before tt... i went out at about 1.45pm ... janji the gals at 4 pm ... went to bugis street to buy stuff ... ma YELLOW bag & fareha bought her nice blink2 belt.. lurve it!! den off to fareast fer MAMAM!! der'd lots of MINAHS! ternpk LOHAN!! + his gal!! very the disgusting!! but hu cares ... den off to espalnade ... VERY VERY VERY the packed!! sampai org bentang tikah mcm PICNIC!! all of us rush2 to find a suitable place to snap the pix of the fire werks! i n arif happy happy ... coz we lurve the moments .. after tt, all spilt up ... fareha,fizah n shila went home first ... amin n acap see concert ... i n arif off to our usual hangout .. talk talk n spend the moments ... its a nice scene n tk kecoh!! tt's great!! den .. i go home .. reached home at about 10.30 ... ma mom tk bising2 ... coz arif send me home at ma DOORSTEP .. hahaxx ... ma mom dun mind if i reached home late BUT with a CONDITION tt... arif send home ... hahaxx ... k ..la.. sleepy LOL .. enjoy the pix ya !! tatas~

2005-08-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

the four young LADIES!! went out with dem + arif + amin + acap ... went to play pool first wif arif ... den go bugis ... den fareast ... MAMAM!! den off to esplade ... go see - see BUNGA API!!! so the packed but fun .. spend the moments wif ma frewns especially ma sayang,arif .... BROWSE MORE K!!! its tells more tt i had LOADS oF fUn !!

2005-08-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

ma 2 beshFREWN!! smiley smiley !!

2005-08-07T01:01:00.001+08:00

fizah y n shila ... fizah.. wat u thinking???

2005-08-07T01:01:00.000+08:00

we at the mamam place ...

2005-08-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

dis game will be mine!!

2005-08-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

ma turn k now ... u had enough!

2005-08-07T00:57:00.000+08:00

sayang u ...

2005-08-07T00:56:00.001+08:00

look here ....

2005-08-07T00:56:00.000+08:00

here we r kat PUNCAK .. ma favourite place to eat!!